Monday, September 7, 2020

7/1/19 Log - Post Senior Summer

The sixth of June marked my last day of grade-level school.

Programming Scholarship Rant

     What continues to frustrate me is this: On the Friday before Graduation, the Senior Farewell, a couple of students in the programming class received pretty substantial scholarships for doing well in class. One of which being my friend and only other member of the robotics team. There are three issues I have with this. First of all, I’m fairly certain I’m a better programmer than both of them, and I would’ve been even better had I taken that class. I know this because I spent about three of the past five years being extremely invested in creating my own Sonic The Hedgehog hack, Sonic Next Genesis. The project is far from finished and very difficult to get the motivation to work on, no matter how much I want to be able to finish it, but I digress. Working on that hack meant that I had to learn Assembly and familiarize myself with the entire game inside and out in order to figure out how I can make significant changes. I also did a lot of research and read a couple related blogs. I ended up becoming really competent programmer and could tackle almost anything. Higher level languages were not difficult to migrate to as some work with Game Maker has shown. I feel like I proved this in my robotics club in which I took up most of the programming. There, I made use of some less obvious tactics such as measuring a claw’s resistance by keeping track of previous values and finding the differences between them. The point is that I am pretty experienced. My second issue is that I requested this class for this year, but its time slot was already competing with French and Band, so I couldn’t take it. Third is that I remember a kid receiving a similar scholarship at my Freshman awards night and it has stuck with me ever since. I remember the student got it for asking about efficiency and making a program that identifies if a work is by Shakespeare. The fact that I clearly saw those scholarships coming but let them slip by bothers me a little, though I guess I couldn’t have done anything to take the class and get it. In general, it seems so weird that they’d favor such a specific class to find kids to give scholarships to despite how not everyone who could qualify being able to take the class. I guess that is the only way they can tell who could be a good programmer, but they don’t need to limit themselves to just programming. Anyway, I got a couple great scholarships, so I don’t mind it so much. The kids who got it still deserve them.

First Work Week
    I work at a place called So Po Wine Co. It is a warehouse that stores and delivers boxes of wine, and my job is to place the company stickers on every wine bottle. The job is the repetitive task of opening boxes, placing stickers, then restacking those boxes, and I couldn’t be any happier with it. The lack of a push to get things done means I can come in and leave at whenever is convenient for me. The boss and my coworkers are very friendly. Most importantly, I can just zone out and focus my attention on listening to music, podcasts, and videos while working. It’s a minimum wage job, but I never feel that I need any more money than the job provides and I think the higher paying jobs are better suited for those will be living off of them. My first week off from school I went back to working ~6 hours a day from Monday-Thursday. Not much of note happened, other than that my father replaced the inner tube of the bike he gave me, allowing my to transport my bike accessories to the new bike. Thursday morning I rode my bike to work, despite the forecast of rain, because it was my only way to get there. The rain started getting really bad, so I had to leave my bike at work and get a ride home. During that time I realized I had the problem of sometimes not inspecting things before I buy them, which has led to me buying the same incompatible bike net twice, a two piece watch strap for a one piece watch, and two different incompatible laptop charging cables. I am currently stuck with all of them. That Saturday we visited York’s Wild Kingdom to celebrate Father’s Day. On the same day both one of my Switch Joycon and my phone refused to work, requiring a replacement of both. Whole the Joycon was spontaneous, my phone’s destruction presumably came from the pressure of my full pocket while on the amusement park rides. The LEDs leaked, leaving blank spaces and purple splotches on the screen. By the next day, the entire screen went black. Sunday I switched to using an old tablet. I found a $150 phone online that is better than my old phone in every way. I had a second phone which was used just for music inserted into the SD card slot, but I lost it two weeks before. The new phone had its own SD card slot, making the that one useless to me. I appreciate how much good can come from those disastrous events. My Grandmother joined us for lunch at an Indian restaurant where I almost left the tablet, and we visited an animal shelter. My father has wanted to get another dog to fill my absence once I go to college. The dog area was so loud with barking that my six year old brother Oliver refused to enter. Overall, it was fun.

Second Work Week
     My new phone wouldn’t come until Tuesday afternoon. My work’s wifi doesn’t reach the side of the warehouse I usually work, so I had to download podcasts onto my tablet until then. Monday afternoon on the bike ride home I found that the touch screen would become unresponsive, then it would freeze on the booting screen when restarted. I initially ignored the problem as it seemed to solve itself. The next day around lunch time I ran into the same issue, and realized that I had no entertainment for work until I could fix it. I spent all lunch time attempting to fix it, though the lack of another internet-compatible device meant I was on my own. Thankfully, I discovered the bios screen and miraculously was able to get it to boot in time for work to continue. I was thankful to be able to put my tablet back in storage that afternoon. That week, I learned I had gotten a $2,500/year scholarship from KeyBank which was my biggest one yet. Sunday my father drove me up to Acadia for a small vacation before my visit to my college’s Summer Orientation


6/24/20 Log - Trapped At Home

    When scheduling college classes, I’ve been prioritizing long stretches of only classes to allow for long stretches of free time. In my first semester, classes were scheduled for me, and I found myself waiting an hour between classes because rarely did anything I wanted to do require only an hour, besides eating a meal. The second semester, I arranged my classes so that I rarely had breaks between classes, and I was much happier with that. Furthermore, I made it so that some days were marathons and others were more relaxed. Mondays and Wednesdays were packed, Tuesdays were packed save for a couple free hours in the middle, while Thursdays gave me the morning and early afternoon off and Fridays gave me the entire afternoon off. This was also something I liked. Mondays and Wednesdays would feel tiring, but that made it rewarding to get through the day. Thursdays gave me the opportunity to do all the homework due that Friday, and Fridays gave me the chance to start the weekend early. A schedule like this keeps me motivated because the reward of free time comes right after I’ve pushed myself with classes, and I feel I’ve earned to have easy days on Thursdays and Fridays. Plus, it takes longer to walk home than between classes, so time spent traveling is minimized.

     When I was forced to do school work from home, aside from a couple Zoom classes, I was on my own determining when was work time and when was free time. This also worked out well because how I remained focused on getting the week’s work done as soon as I could do it. However, the flexibility meant that if I was suddenly inspired to write a song as had happened, I had the opportunity to do it consequence-free. However, the cost was that I was never motivated to do work for as long as I used to be able to marathon classes. Being in class meant that no matter how bored you got, class continued until it ended.

     Now that it’s summer again, college has been over for a month, and I’ve found myself in a situation where I can’t work, I feel really unfulfilled. In my current situation, Mondays to Wednesdays are completely my own time, and I’ve been spending a lot of that time on my Sonic hack. Thursdays are also my own, but my little brother Oliver is back from his mothers, he is interested in spending as much time as he can with me, which takes away from my free time. Fridays are dedicated purely to watching Oliver while everyone is at work. Then, the weekends are spent at my mother’s where 100% of my time is spent with Gar, my other little brother who is just as infatuated with me. Just like at college, I have about half free time and half busy time, though the way it is allocated is completely unrewarding. Free time is easier to waste and doesn’t feel as special when it’s all at once. In addition, whatever I’m busy doing has no tangible benefits. I’m earning no money or grades, and my brothers’ happiness isn’t something I can measure. When spending time with them, we mainly play video games, which doesn’t feel like a productive activity. There are many things I’d rather be doing than playing the games my brothers like to play, but because they are games, I feel like I’m being unproductive while playing them. I’d be way happier with a job, where I could do things that felt like accomplishments and be reimbursed for the time I spent.

     I feel like I’m stuck in this situation because I don’t live on my own. Ever since before my Senior year of high school I had been dying to get out of the state and be on my own, and though I ended up going to college in Maine, I felt like living in a dorm was exactly what I needed. With all the time I had to myself I could choose what felt to be the most beneficial, and when I was doing things for someone else I could set boundaries so I didn’t feel like I was wasting my time. That’s harder when I live with the people who depend on me and could decide they want my attention at any time for as long as they want. Everytime Oliver asks me to play with him and I say no because I'm not in the mood, I feel selfish and like I’m taking my free time for granted.

     I also feel like I’m getting nowhere by interacting with no one but my family. I’ve always had a hard time developing relationships with my friends because I never put in the effort. My Senior year of high school was the first year I did anything with friends outside of school or work since I moved to Portland for seventh grade. I was rarely ever motivated to do anything with people outside of my family because the amount of work it took seemed too big. Even now it takes a lot of consideration before deciding to even talk to my friends. But, I’m now feeling like I’m not gaining much by being around only my family. I want to get to know other people and develop relationships because I don’t think I’m able to develop relationships with my family members any more than I already have. Of course, the fact that there is a fucking deadly virus further complicates things.

     Right now, I’m just waiting for someone to find someone else to take care of Oliver on Fridays so I can find a job and start saving up for my own apartment. I might even try to find a job that can allow me to take Fridays off if nothing happens. I was told I wouldn’t have to do it in July, but now seem to be changing for the worse. Until then, I’m left to wait.

The Flaming Lips Complete Song Catalog

Oh Ohh Ohhh (Live)

Oklahoma City (Live)

Blow Job (Demo)


1984 The Flaming Lips

Bag Full Of Thoughts

Out For A Walk

Garden Of Eyes / Forever Is A Long Time

Scratching The Door

My Own Planet

Live


Killer on the Radio (Demo)

Batman Theme (Neil Hefti Cover) (Demo)

Anyway, Anyhow, Anywhere (Who Cover) (Demo)

Handsome Johnny (Richie Havens Cover) (Demo)


Flaming Lips Theme Song (Demo)

The Future Is Gone (Demo)

Underground Pharmacist (Demo)

Real Fast Words (Demo)


Groove Room

Demo

Trains, Brains & Rain

Demo

1987 Version

Jesus Shootin' Heroin

Demo

1987 Version

Communication Breakdown (Led Zeppelin Cover)/Dazed & Confused (Jake Holmes Cover)

Demo

Bemused (Demo)

Summertime Blues


Jan 21, 1986 Hear It Is

With You

Unplugged

Just Like Before

She Is Death

Charlie Manson Blues

Man From Pakistan

Godzilla Flick

Staring At Sound / With You (Reprise)


Jan 6, 1987 Oh My Gawd!!!

Everything's Explodin'

One Million Billionth Of A Millisecond On A Sunday Morning

Live

Maximum Dream For Evil Knievel

Can't Exist

Ode To C.C. (Part 1)

The Ceiling Is Bendin'

Prescription: Love

Thanks To You

Can't Stop The Spring

Remix

Ode To C.C. (Part 2)

Love Yer Brain


1988 The Bob Magazine No. 32

Thank You (Led Zeppelin Cover)

Death Valley ‘69 (Sonic Youth Cover)


Jan 3, 1989 Telepathic Surgery

Drug Machine In Heaven [Drug Machine]

Single Rerecording

Right Now

Michael, Time To Wake Up

Chrome Plated Suicide

Hari-Krishna Stomp Wagon (Fuck Led Zeppelin)

Miracle On 42nd Street

Fryin' Up

Hell's Angel's Cracker Factory

U.F.O. Story

Redneck School Of Technology

Shaved Gorilla

The Spontaneous Combustion Of John

The Last Drop Of Morning Dew

Begs And Achin'


Death Tripping at Sunrise [Death Tripping Yer Balls Off At Sunrise]


1989 Drug Machine

Strychnine/Peace, Love, and Understanding (Brinsley Schwarz Cover)


After the Gold Rush (Neil Young Cover)


1990 The Mushroom Tapes

Take Meta Mars

Demo

Mountain Side

Demo

There You Are - Jesus Song No. 7

Demo

Five Stop Mother Superior Rain

Demo

Alternate Version

Rainin' Babies

Demo

Unconsciously Screamin’

Demo

Alternate Version

Stand In Line

Demo

Alternate Version

God's A Wheeler Dealer

Agonizing

One Shot

Cold Day

Jam


She’s Gone Mad (Chainsaw Kittens Cover)

Golden Hearse


1990 Unconsciously Screamin’

Ma, I Didn't Notice

Lucifer Rising

Let Me Be It


Sep 18, 1990 In A Priest Driven Ambulance

Shine On Sweet Jesus - Jesus Song No. 5

God Walks Among Us Now - Jesus Song No. 6

(What A) Wonderful World (Louis Armstrong Cover)


Zero To a Million (Demo)


1991 Yeah, I Know It’s a Drag… But Wastin’ Pigs Is Still Radical

Talkin' 'Bout the Smiling Deathporn Immortality Blues (Everyone Wants to Live Forever) 

All That Jazz/Happy Death Men (Echo & the Bunnymen Covers)  

Jets (Cupid's Kiss vs. The Psyche of Death)


I Want to Kill My Brother, The Cymbal Head

Ballrooms Of Mars (T-Rex Cover)


Aug 11, 1992 Hit to Death in the Future Head

Hit Me Like You Did The First Time

The Sun

Felt Good To Burn

Gingerale Afternoon (The Astrology Of A Saturday)

Halloween On The Barbary Coast

The Magician Vs. The Headache

You Have To Be Joking (Autopsy Of The Devil's Brain)

Frogs

Hold Your Head

Noise Loop


Life On Mars (Spector Mix) (David Bowie Cover)

It Was A Very Good Year (Frank Sanatra Cover)

Sun Arise (Alice Cooper Cover)


Jun 22, 1993 Transmissions from the Satellite Heart

Turn It On

Bluegrass Version

Pilot Can At The Queer Of God

Oh My Pregnant Head (Labia In The Sunlight)

She Don't Use Jelly

Chewin' The Apple Of Yer Eye

Superhumans

Be My Head

Moth In The Incubator

* * * * * * * (Plastic Jesus) (Ed Rush & George Cromarty Cover)

Porch Version

When Yer Twenty Two

Slow Nerve Action


Death Ray Blues


Oct 1993 She Don’t Use Jelly

Translucent Egg


June 1994 Due to High Expectations... The Flaming Lips Are Providing Needles for Your Balloons

Bad Days

Aurally Excited Version

Jets Part 2 (My Two Days As An Ambulance Driver)

Ice Drummer (Suicide Cover)

Put The Waterbug In The Policeman's Ear

Steven's Weird Thing


The Process (Live)


Sep 19, 1995 Clouds Taste Metallic

The Abandoned Hospital Ship

Psychiatric Explorations Of The Fetus With Needles

Placebo Headwound

This Here Giraffe

Brainville

Guy Who Got A Headache And Accidentally Saves The World

Girl With Hair Like An Explosion

When You Smile

When You Smiled I Lost My Only Idea

Kim's Watermelon Gun

They Punctured My Yolk

Lightning Strikes The Postman

Christmas At The Zoo

Evil Will Prevail


Nobody Told Me (John Lennon Cover)

Hot Day


March Of The Rotten Vegetables

Sleeping On The Roof (Excerpt From "Should We Keep The Severed Head Awake??") 

Should We Keep The Severed Head Awake

Parking Lot Experiment (Live)

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

Altruism [That's The Crotch Calling The Devil Black] (Live)

1000 Ft. Hands

Early Mix


It's Christmas Time Again

Christmas On Mars Version


Oct 28, 1997 Zaireeka

Okay I'll Admit That I Really Don't Understand

Stereo Remix

Riding To Work In The Year 2025 (Your Invisible Now)

Stereo Remix

Thirty-Five Thousand Feet Of Despair

Stereo Remix

A Machine In India

Stereo Remix Edit

The Train Runs Over The Camel But Is Derailed By The Gnat

How Will We Know? (Futuristic Crashendos)

The Big Ol' Bug Is The New Baby Now

Boom-Box Experiments

Stereo Remix


Realizing The Speed Of Life (Live)

Once Beyond Hopelessness

A Winter’s Day Car Accident Melody (Live)

Ending Version

Heralding In A Better Ego (Live)

Schizophrenic Sunrise [The Loudest Blade Of Grass] (Live)


May 17, 1999 The Soft Bulletin

Race For The Prize (Sacrifice Of The New Scientists)

Mokran Remix

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

A Spoonful Weighs A Ton

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

The Spark That Bled (The Softest Bullet Ever Shot)

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

The Spiderbite Song

Early Mix

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

Buggin' (The Buzz Of Love Is Busy Buggin' You)

Mokran Remix

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

What Is The Light? (An Untested Hypothesis Suggesting That The Chemical (In Our Brains) By Which We Are Able To Experience The Sensation Of Being In Love Is The Same Chemical That Caused The "Big Bang" That Was The Birth Of The Accelerating Universe)

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

The Observer

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

Waitin' For A Superman (Is It Getting Heavy?)

Mokran Remix

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

Suddenly Everything Has Changed (Death Anxiety Caused By Moments Of Boredom)

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

The Gash (Battle Hymn For The Wounded Mathematician)

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks

Slow Motion

Early Mix

Feeling Yourself Disintegrate

Live La Fantastique De Institution

Live at Red Rocks


The Captain [The Captain Is a Cold Hearted and Egotistical Fool]

Satellite Of You

Up Above the Daily Hum

BBC Live Version

The Switch That Turns Off the Universe (Live)

We Can't Predict the Future (Live)

It Remained Unrealizable (Live)


Little Hands (Skip Spence Cover)

Rough Mix

Spontaneous Composition In Oklahoma Room #3 (In A Minor)

White Christmas (Demo For Tom Waits) (Bing Crosby Cover)

Imagene Peise Version (Binson Echorec Sleigh Ride)


Mar 10, 2001 The Southern Oklahoma Cosmic Trigger Contest

The Southern Oklahoma Cosmic Trigger Contest

Noodling Theme (Epic Sunset Mix #5)

At the Fish Fry and the Bigot's Drunk

Unreleased ‘Okie Noodling’ Track


Known Unknowns 


Jul 15, 2002 Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots

Fight Test

Test No. 1

Test No. 2

Primitive Demo with Helium Voice

Instrumental

One More Robot

Instrumental

Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots Pt. 1

Instrumental

Japanese Version

Phoebe Battles the Pink Robots

Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots Pt. 2

In The Morning Of The Magicians

Instrumental

Ego Tripping At The Gates Of Hell

Instrumental

Ego In Acceleration Jason Bentley Remix

Self-Admiration With Blow-Up Mix

Are You A Hypnotist??

Instrumental

It's Summertime (Throbbing Orange Pallbearers)

Instrumental

Do You Realize??

Instrumental

Scott Hardkiss Floating In Space Version

The Postal Service Remix

All We Have Is Now

Instrumental

Approaching Pavonis Mons By Balloon


Yoshimi Becomes A Pink Robot (Live)


Aug 19, 2002 Do You Realize??

If I Go Mad (Funeral In My Head)

Space Bible With Volume Lumps [Syrtis Major]

Suicide And Extraordinary Mistakes [Xanthe Terra]


The Colossal Gray Sunshine (w/ Faultline)

Paul Oakenfold Remix


Feb 17, 2003 Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots Pt. 1

Galactic Melancholy


Apr 22, 2003 Fight Test

The Strange Design Of Conscience

Thank You Jack White (For The Fiber-Optic Jesus That You Gave Me)

The Deterioration Of The Fight Or Flight Response


The Golden Path (w/ Chemical Brothers)


Nov 18, 2003 Ego Tripping at the Gates of Hell

Assassination Of The Sun

I'm A Fly In A Sunbeam (Following The Funeral Procession Of A Stranger)

Sunship Balloons

A Change At Christmas (Say It Isn't So)


The Good Times Are Killing Me (w/ Modest Mouse)

Spongebob And Patrick Confront The Psychic Wall Of Energy

Go (w/ Sparklehorse) (Daniel Johnson Cover)


Nov 4, 2004 Christmas On Mars

The Gleaming Armament Of Marching Genitalia [Protonilus Death March]


Marching The Hate Machines (Into the Sun) (w/ Thievery Corporation)

Bohemian Rhapsody (Queen Cover)

If I Only Had A Brain (From The Wizard of Oz)

Seven Nation Army (Harry Potter’s and George W. Bush’s Severed Head Arm Mix) (White Stripes Cover)


2005 The Fearless Freaks

Enthusiasm For Life Defeats [Internal] Existential Fear

Country Sun

Dear Old Fredonia


Cow Jam


Jan 10, 2006 The W.A.N.D

You Gotta Hold On [You Got To Hold On)

Greatest Hits Version

Time Travel?? Yes!!

The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song Version

It Overtakes Me Version


Mar 27, 2006 20 Years of Weird: The Flaming Lips 1986-2006

Waynes Intro.."Smoking a "J" with the Fearless Freaks"


Apr 3, 2006 At War with the Mystics

The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song (With All Your Power)

Instrumental

Long Version

Commentary

In Anatropous Reflex

Free Radicals (A Hallucination of the Christmas Skeleton Pleading with a Suicide Bomber)

Instrumental

The Bird And The Bee Mix

Commentary

The Sound Of Failure / It’s Dark… Is It Always This Dark??

Instrumental

Commentary

My Cosmic Autumn Rebellion (The Inner Life as Blazing Shield of Defiance and Optimism as Celestial Spear of Action)

Instrumental

Commentary

Vein Of Stars

Instrumental

Commentary

The Wizard Turns On… The Giant Silver Flashlight And Puts On His Werewolf Moccasins

Commentary

It Overtakes Me / The Stars Are So Big… I Am So Small… Do I Stand a Chance?

Instrumental

Commentary

Mr. Ambulance Driver

Instrumental

Commentary

Haven't Got A Clue

Instrumental

Commentary

The W.A.N.D. (The Will Always Negates Defeat)

Instrumental

Commentary

Pompeii Am Götterdämmerung

Instrumental

Commentary

Goin' On

Instrumental

Commentary


UFOs Over Baghdad

Your Face Can Tell the Future


Apr 17, 2006 The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song

Why Does It End?

The Gold in the Mountain of Our Madness


Jesus And The Spider Are In My Sleeping Bag Tonight (Live)


Nov 13, 2006 It Overtakes Me

I'm Afraid Of Dying...Aren't You?


Cambridge 1969/2007 (Yoko Ono Remix)

I Was Zapped By the Lucky Super Rainbow

Spider-Man Theme (from 1967 Cartoon)

The Supreme Being Teaches Spiderman How To Be In Love [Spiderman Vs. Muhammad Ali]

Greatest Hits Version

What Does It Mean?

(Just Like) Starting Over (John Lennon Cover)

Love the World You Find

Maybe I’m Not The One

Tale Of The Horny Frog


Dec 15, 2007 Atlas Eets Christmas (as Imagene Peise)

Winter Wonderland (Richard Himber Cover)

Silver Bells (William Frawley Cover)

Christmas Laughing Waltz (including Jingle Bells (Traditional Cover))

Do You Hear What I Hear? (Harry Simeone Cover)

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas (Judy Garland Cover)

Atlas Eets Christmas

With Yoko Ono


Nov 11, 2008 Once Beyond Hopelessness

The Distance Between Mars And The Earth Part One

The Horrors Of Isolation: The Celestial Dissolve, Triumphant Hallucination, Light Being Absorbed

In Excelsior Vaginalistic

Your Spaceship Comes From Within

The Distance Between Mars And The Earth Part Two

The Secret Of Immortality: This Strange Feeling, This Impossible World

The Distress Signals Of Celestial Objects


Dec 9, 2008 Silent Night

Silent Night (Traditional Cover)

Imagene Peise Version

Alternate version

Lord, Can You Hear Me (Spacemen 3 Cover)


Anything You Say Now, I Believe You

Borderline (w/ Stardeath and White Dwarfs) (Madonna Cover)

Revenge (w/ Sparklehorse, Danger Mouse)

Kundalini Express (Love and Rockets Cover)


Oct 9, 2009 Embryonic

Convinced Of The Hex

The Sparrow Looks Up At The Machine

Evil

Aquarius Sabotage

See The Leaves

If

Gemini Syringes (w/ Karen O)

Your Bats

Powerless

The Ego's Last Stand

I Can Be A Frog (w/ Karen O)

Yo Gabba Gabba Version

Sagittarius Silver Announcement

Worm Mountain (w/ MGMT)

Scorpio Sword

The Impulse

Silver Trembling Hands

Virgo Self-Esteem Broadcast

Watching The Planets (w/ Karen O)


Just Above Love


Frosty The Snowman [Frosteee] (as Imagene Peise) (Gene Autry & The Cass Country Boys Cover)


Dec 22, 2009 The Flaming Lips and Stardeath and White Dwarfs with Henry Rollins and Peaches Doing The Dark Side of the Moon (Pink Floyd Cover)

Speak To Me/ Break (w/ Stardeath and White Dwarfs, Henry Rollins, Peaches)

On The Run (w/ Stardeath and White Dwarfs, Henry Rollins)

Time/Breathe (Reprise) (Stardeath and White Dwarfs)

The Great Gig In The Sky (w/ Henry Rollins, Peaches)

Money (w/ Henry Rollins)

Us And Them (w/ Henry Rollins)

Any Colour You Like (w/ Stardeath and White Dwarfs)

Brain Damage (Stardeath and White Dwarfs, Henry Rollins)

Eclipse (w/ Stardeath and White Dwarfs, Henry Rollins)


Crystal Meth Christian (w/ Teddybears)

Laser Hands (Contemplation, Exploration, Ascension) (Live)


Two Blobs Fucking


Mar 23, 2011 The Flaming Lips with Neon Indian

Is David Bowie Dying?

Alan’s Theremin

You Don’t Respond

Do You Want New Wave or Do You Want the Truth Part 2


Apr 2011 Gummy Song Skull

Drug Chart

In Our Bodies, Out of Our Heads

Walk with Me

Hillary’s Time Machine Machine


May 23, 2011 The Flaming Lips with Prefuse 73

Supermoon Made Me Want To Pee

Heavy Star Movin’

Be Like That That That

Guillermo’s Bolero


Smothered In Hugs (Guided By Voices Cover)


Jun 2011 Gummy Song Fetus

Enthusiasm For Life Defeats Existential Fear Part 2

Steven’s Moonbow

Squishy Glass


Jul 2011 The Flaming Lips with Lightning Bolt

I’m Working At NASA on Acid

I Want to Get High But I Don't Want Brain Damage

NASA's Final Acid Bath

I Want to Get Damaged But I Won't Say Hi


Sep 20, 2011 Strobo Trip - Light & Audio Phase Illusions Toy

Butterfly, How Long It Takes to Die

The Terror Version

I Found a Star on the Ground

Evil Minds


Oct 31, 2011 7 Skies H3

I Can’t Shut Off My Head

Meepy Morp

Reprise

Radiation Wind (Fan Title)

Battling Voices from Beyond

Electronic Toy Factory (Fan Title)

In A Dream

Metamorphosis

Requiem

Illumination (Fan Title)

The Other Side (Fan Title)

Movement of Celestial Bodies (Fan Title)

Riot In My Brain!!

7 Skies H3 (Main Theme)

Can’t Let It Go


Nov 27, 2011 Atlas Eets Christmas - Infinite Christmas Sounds

O Christmas Tree

Deck The Halls


Santy Claus is Coming (Harry Reser Cover) (as Imagene Peise)


Dec 31, 2011 The Flaming Lips With Yoko Ono/Plastic Ono Band

The Fear Litany

Do It!

Brain Of Heaven


Now I Understand


Apr 21, 2012 The Flaming Lips And Heady Fwends

2012 (You Must Be Upgraded) (w/ Biz Markie, Ke$ha)

Ashes In The Air (w/ Bon Iver)

Helping The Retarded To Find God (w/ Edward Sharpe And The Magnetic Zeros)

Children Of The Moon (w/ Tame Impala)

That Ain't My Trip (w/ Jim James)

You, Man? Human??? (w/ Nick Cave)

The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face (w/ Erykah Badu)

Girl, You're So Weird (w/ New Fumes)

Tasered And Maced (w/ Aaron Behrens)

I Don't Want You To Die (w/ Chris Martin)


God Only Knows (Beach Boys Cover)

You Control My Heart (w/ Ke$ha as Lip$ha)

My Mechanical Friend (w/ Grace Potter)

Smoke On The Water (Deep Purple Cover)


Oct 26, 2012 Playing Hide And Seek With The Ghosts Of Dawn (King Crimson Cover)

21st Century Schizoid Man (Linear Downfall)

I Talk To The Wind (New Fumes)

Epitaph (w/ Linear Downfall, New Fumes, Spaceface, Stardeath)

Moonchild (Spaceface)

The Court Of The Crimson King (Stardeath and White Dwarfs)


Apr 1, 2013 The Terror

Look…The Sun Rising

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

Be Free, A Way

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

Try To Explain

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

You Lust (w/ Phantogram)

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

The Terror

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

You Are Alone

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

Turning Violent

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version

Always There, In Our Hearts

Individual Shuffle-Ready Version


Sun Blows Up Today

We Don’t Control the Controls (Mashed-The-F-Up Remix)

All You Need Is Love (w/ Alex and Jade of Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros) (Beatles Cover)


Oct 29, 2013 Peace Sword

Peace Sword (Open Your Heart) (w/ Tobacco, Mike Fridmann)

If They Move, Shoot ‘Em (w/ Stardeath And White Dwarfs)

Is The Black At The End Good?

Think Like A Machine, Not A Boy (w/ Tobacco)

Wolf Child (w/ New Fumes)

Assassin Beetle / The Dream Is Ending (w/ New Fumes, Stardeath And White Dwarfs)


Runway, Houses, City, Clouds (Tame Impala Cover)

Elephant (Tame Impala Cover)


Nov 29, 2013 The Time Has Come To Shoot You Down… What A Sound (Stone Roses Cover)

I Wanna Be Adored (HOTT MT, Stardeath and White Dwarfs)

She Bangs The Drums (w/ Poliça, New Fumes)

Waterfall (Blobs Descending From Heaven, HOTT MT, Stardeath And White Dwarfs)

Don't Stop (Stardeath and White Dwarfs)

Bye Bye Badman (New Fumes, Def Rain)

Elizabeth My Dear (w/ New Fumes)

(Song For My) Sugar Spun Sister (HOTT MT)

Made Of Stone (w/ Stardeath And White Dwarfs)

Shoot You Down (Peaking Lights)

This Is The One (w/ Depth And Current, Jonathan Rado)

I Am The Resurrection (New Fumes)

Fools Gold (Spaceface)


Blue Christmas (Elvis Presley Cover) (as Imagene Peise)

The Screaming (w/ Stardeath and White Dwarfs)


Aug 19, 2014 Muzik, Die Schwer Zu Twerk (as Electric Würms)

I Could Only See Clouds

Futuristic Hallucination

The Bat

Living

Transform!!! (Miles Davis Cover)

Heart Of The Sunrise (Yes Cover)


Everyone Needs Love (w/ Foxygen)


Oct 27, 2014 With a Little Help from My Fwends

Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (My Morning Jacket, Fever The Ghost, J Mascis)

With A Little Help From My Friends (w/ Black Pus, Autumn Defense)

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds (w/ Miley Cyrus, Moby)

Getting Better (Dr. Dog, Chuck Inglish, Morgan Delt)

Fixing A Hole (as Electric Würms)

She's Leaving Home (Phantogram, Julianna Barwick, Spaceface)

Being For The Benefit Of Mr. Kite! (w/ Maynard James Keenan, Puscifer, Sunbears!)

Within You Without You (w/ Birdflower, Morgan Delt)

When I'm Sixty Four (w/ Def Rain, Pitchwafuzz)

Lovely Rita (Stardeath And White Dwarfs, Tegan and Sara)

Good Morning Good Morning (Zorch, Grace Potter, Treasure Mammal)

Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (Reprise) (Foxygen, Ben Goldwasser)

A Day In The Life (w/ Miley Cyrus, New Fumes)


Christmas Kindness Song (as Imagene Peise)

The Christmas Song (Merry Christmas To You) (as Imagene Peise) (Nate King Cole Trio Cover)


Aug 30, 2015 Miley Cyrus & Her Dead Petz (w/ Miley Cyrus)

Dooo It!

Karen Don't Be Sad

Flaming Lips Demo

The Floyd Song (Sunrise)

Something About Space Dude

Fuckin Fucked Up

BB Talk

Milky Milky Milk

Slab Of Butter (Scorpion) (w/ Sarah Barthel)

I'm So Drunk

Tangerine (w/ Big Sean)

Tiger Dreams (w/ Ariel Pink)

Evil Is But A Shadow

Cyrus Skies

Miley Tibetan Bowlzzz


Atlantis (Donovan Cover)

It’s All Too Much (George Harrison Cover)

Space Oddity (David Bowie Cover)

Dark Star (Grateful Dead Cover)


Jan 13, 2017 Oczy Mlody

Oczy Mlody

How??

Live(ish) Version

There Should Be Unicorns (w/ Reggie Watts)

Live(ish) Version

Sunrise (Eyes Of The Young)

Nigdy Nie (Never No)

Live(ish) Version

Galaxy I Sink

One Night While Hunting For Faeries And Witches And Wizards To Kill

Do Glowy

Live(ish) Version

Listening To The Frogs With Demon Eyes

Live(ish) Version

The Castle

Live(ish) Version

Almost Home (Blisko Domu)

We A Famly (w/ Miley Cyrus)

Live(ish) Version


Jest (There Is…)

Deflect the Light (w/ Vessels)


Apr 21, 2018 The Story Of Yum Yum And Dragon

Pouring Beer In Your Ear (The Beer Song)

The Story Of Yum Yum and Dragon


Tomorrow Is [We Only Have Tomorrow] (Spongebob Musical)

Demo


Apr 13, 2019 King’s Mouth: Music and Songs

We Don't Know How And We Don't Know Why (w/ Mick Jones)

The Sparrow

Giant Baby (w/ Mick Jones)

Mother Universe

How Many Times

Electric Fire (w/ Mick Jones)

All For The Life Of The City (w/ Mick Jones)

Feedaloodum Beedle Dot (w/ Mick Jones)

Funeral Parade (w/ Mick Jones)

Dipped In Steel (w/ Mick Jones)

Mouth Of The King (w/ Mick Jones)

How Can A Head (w/ Mick Jones)


Mar 13, 2020 Deap Lips (w/ Deap Vally)

Hope Hell High

One Thousand Sisters With Aluminum Foil Calculators

Shit Talkin

Hope Hell High

Motherfuckers Got To Go

Love is A Mind Control

Wandering Witches

The Pusher

Not A Natural Man

There Is Know Right There Is Know Wrong


In The Arms Of Cocaine (Hank Williams Jr. Cover)

He Stopped Loving Her Today (George Jones Cover)


Sep 11, 2020 American Head

Will You Return / When You Come Down

Watching the Lightbugs Glow

Flowers of Neptune 6

Dinosaurs on the Mountain

At the Movies on Quaaludes

Mother, I've Taken LSD

Brother Eye

You n Me Sellin' Weed

Mother, Please Don't Be Sad

When We Die When We're High

Assassins of Youth

God and the Policeman (w/ Kacey Musgraves)

My Religion Is You